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Break it down- The name's Skye, I'm pretty much a complete freak in a good way. I've been chilling on planet Earth since August 5th; 1992.. You do the math. People always say I'm weird, random, friendly, psycho, talkative and fun. I hope you all learn that too! What do I like ? --friends. music. one tree hill!!! males. the net. movies. kawaiiville; honest people. &&chocolate. want more..?
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She cried so long her tears ran dry.
October 13, 2008 Filed Under: Exposed, Friends, Lyrics/Quotes, Offline, Venting 388 words
I think, there’s something, somewhere out there, that is one hundred percent against me. In all honesty, I haven’t had a good day in so long, I’ve faked it don’t get me wrong, but I have not had an actual good day, a positive upbeat day, in months at least. I barely remember the feeling of happiness. Everytime I think I’m approaching it, something knocks me back down. Now I know, I’m not the only one going through this kind of mood, but no-one knows whats going on. Not a single person out there can relate one hundred percent to what I’m going through right now. I feel so alienated.
So, as bad days go, this one went from bad to worse. I was actually glad when I woke up this morning. I wanted to go back to school.. But no, as usual it was not at all what I was expecting. Everyone seemed against me, so yeh, I’ve already blogged about that today (see “This is real, This is me” for more detail) but then, I get home thinking that it can’t possibly get any worse. I go outside and bang, it starts raining on me! So I come back inside, and sit in my room alone. No-one made any effort to talk to me or anything, so I didn’t bother. Fast forward to about an hour ago, and suddenly mothers boyfriend ‘Z’ is going psycho. He starts yelling and then I hear papers being thrown, then I hear the remote. My mum kept going and he was like JUST SHUT UP. So I screamed. Then he walked out of their room and he’s now sleeping on the couch. It’s freakishly silent in my house. Deadly silent. I’m not game enough to leave the room even though I really need to pee.
I’m not going all suicidal or anything, but honestly, I’ve run out of crying. I’ve no tears left. I just don’t know how much longer I can handle this. It’s pushing me too far. I hate it. I hate the feeling. I hate my world…
Somewhere down this road I know someone’s waiting. Years of dreams just can’t be wrong.
- Anastasia.
Skye.xo`
One thing is clear.
July 26, 2008 Filed Under: Friends, Lyrics/Quotes, School, Venting, Work 241 words
I don’t know where to begin, what I want to say, what I want to try to forget.. Firstly yesterday.. I woke up, and attended school shocker!!! I had some tafe HSC subject day, which was quite a snore session in my opinion then I just complained throuh the rest of the day, and scraped through a History lesson, a Math lesson and an English lesson. Easy, not. School is lame though, I don’t want to bore you all with my unexciting day..
Today was okay, work was work. Boring and bland. Nothing special, nothing fantastic. I was sick still, and almost passed out serving a customer on the HOT but oh well, typical McDonalds day if you ask me.
Then I got home and Paige told Chops that I like him, WHICH I DO NOT!!!! So now I have to tell him I don’t, which makes me seem like a b*tch, and then I end up feeling really bad. But I don’t care, I do not like him, there’s other people, who are also not his or Paiges concern. Silly people.
I want to go to bed now. Comment 
You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving.
- Amy Carnichael
x.Skye_
When will you realise?
July 19, 2008 Filed Under: Friends, Holidays, Lyrics/Quotes, Offline, Venting, Work 425 words
Don’t panic my few visitors, I haven’t died. Wow, two whole visitors yesterday, I guess I deserved that.. Sigh. Anyway, I’ve pretty much been working since Wednesday night. That’s all really.. I had Claire here on Thursday night, but because of work I had to pick her up at 8pm and drop her home at 9am the next morning. It’s been full on, and today, I cracked.
It was almost 2pm. Which was when I was supposed to finish. So I go outside and ask Chloe & Kelly {managers} what I had to do before I finished. Chloe looks at me and goes “Oh I should have known that’s what you wanted, you always ask that” I was just shocked. I was ready to start screaming at her, how dare she say that to me, when if not for me, the last 2 days would not have functioned! I sacrificed my plans on Thursday and Friday for them, and she says THAT! So after giving me a massive list of things to do I turn around and storm off. Well this was just the beginning. Next Carly goes into sooky mode, and starts having a massive bitch about Gie, then Ashlee gets angry at her for being so bitchy, and tells her just to snap out of it and get back to work, so Carly drops what’s in her hands and decides to go out the back and have a cry. So I’m pretty angry by this time, cause it’s after 2 and I really just want to go home.. So then I just got super cranky at everyone, and everything and eventually I was finally sent home.
Well once I was home I was happy, still tired, but happy. So I go to have a shower, and fall asleep.. Not once, not twice.. But 5 times.. Thus proving how tired I was!!!
I pretty much shortened the story, cause I couldn’t be bothered actually typing it all.. It’d take way to long. I’m still tired so nothing new site-wise, slack I am.. School goes back Tuesday and I’m yet to begin any homework, I probably wont at all. Sigh. Lazy, I am. I’m freakishly tired now, and really craving food. So I’ll leave it at this..
I almost feel like if I don’t give it another chance, I’m always going to be like .. I wonder…
-Lauren Conrad
x.Skye_
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