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Break it down- The name's Skye, I'm pretty much a complete freak in a good way. I've been chilling on planet Earth since August 5th; 1992.. You do the math. People always say I'm weird, random, friendly, psycho, talkative and fun. I hope you all learn that too! What do I like ? --friends. music. one tree hill!!! males. the net. movies. kawaiiville; honest people. &&chocolate. want more..?
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It’s the start, of something new.
October 20, 2008 Filed Under: Exposed, Friends, Love, Lyrics/Quotes, Offline, School 336 words
Well, my unspoken vow seemed to fail. I told myself I’d stay away from boys for a while, get back on track as far as my girls are concerned. I told myself no more crushes, no more heartache, just friendship, and fun. I lied. I’ve broken the vow. I’m beginning to fall again. I can tell, you know how you can just feel it, you know you’re going to think about that one person all the time, and you secretly know that you like them. Well that’s where I am, not at the stage of telling people I know yet, but certainly at the stage of starting something. Sigh, I wish this feeling would disappear. I guess in a way a distraction would be nice right now, I just don’t know if I’m ready for this kind of distraction…
Well aside from that, I’ve really been doing nothing, my weekend was quite blank, I worked a lot. A lot a lot. Other than work, I did nothing. Oh the exciting life I lead. It’s just amazing isn’t it. Today I went back for week two of school. I’ve only got fourteen school days left until my exams, then after that I have a two-week mini break, an excursion to Sydney and then my formal and graduation. Not a lot left really. It’s quite exciting, I’m almost a senior.
I should probably go be nerdy and study, or I’ll go watch One Tree Hill… More likely the second one. That’s it for now..
I remember it, I do. It’s there. I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. & I look at you and I’m home.. Please, I don’t want that to go away. I don’t want to forget.
- Finding Nemo.
Skye.xo`
So much for my Happy Ending..
October 17, 2008 Filed Under: Friends, Lyrics/Quotes, Offline, School 260 words
Well, I realised that writing every day would be kind of hard. So I thought I’d wait till something exciting happened… So I waited, and waited, and after like 4 days, nothing had happened. So I decided I’d just randomly write. I’m trying to settle back into a school routine, but it’s not easy. I’m quite a sleep in freak. I love my sleep, but I can’t get to sleep of a night. It’s so annoying. Anyway, I began waking at 6.45, which turned into 7, which turned into 7.10 which is now 7.20. Oops. But I get ready pretty quick so it’s okay. Everything and everyone is so different now, it’s like over the two weeks the planets shifted and affected everyone but me. Or maybe it only was me that got hit? I don’t know.
I’ve never been a fan of change, I’m a set in my own ways kind of person and when things shift, I don’t tend to know how to react. The next few weeks are quite hectic, with exams going on, I don’t know how often I’ll write, but I will write when I can. After exams it’ll be a more daily thing. However I have to go and practice my drama and music performances so I don’t really want to drag this on..
You got a dream, you gotta protect it. If you want something, you gotta go get it.
- The Pursuit Of Happiness.
Skye.xo`
She cried so long her tears ran dry.
October 13, 2008 Filed Under: Exposed, Friends, Lyrics/Quotes, Offline, Venting 388 words
I think, there’s something, somewhere out there, that is one hundred percent against me. In all honesty, I haven’t had a good day in so long, I’ve faked it don’t get me wrong, but I have not had an actual good day, a positive upbeat day, in months at least. I barely remember the feeling of happiness. Everytime I think I’m approaching it, something knocks me back down. Now I know, I’m not the only one going through this kind of mood, but no-one knows whats going on. Not a single person out there can relate one hundred percent to what I’m going through right now. I feel so alienated.
So, as bad days go, this one went from bad to worse. I was actually glad when I woke up this morning. I wanted to go back to school.. But no, as usual it was not at all what I was expecting. Everyone seemed against me, so yeh, I’ve already blogged about that today (see “This is real, This is me” for more detail) but then, I get home thinking that it can’t possibly get any worse. I go outside and bang, it starts raining on me! So I come back inside, and sit in my room alone. No-one made any effort to talk to me or anything, so I didn’t bother. Fast forward to about an hour ago, and suddenly mothers boyfriend ‘Z’ is going psycho. He starts yelling and then I hear papers being thrown, then I hear the remote. My mum kept going and he was like JUST SHUT UP. So I screamed. Then he walked out of their room and he’s now sleeping on the couch. It’s freakishly silent in my house. Deadly silent. I’m not game enough to leave the room even though I really need to pee.
I’m not going all suicidal or anything, but honestly, I’ve run out of crying. I’ve no tears left. I just don’t know how much longer I can handle this. It’s pushing me too far. I hate it. I hate the feeling. I hate my world…
Somewhere down this road I know someone’s waiting. Years of dreams just can’t be wrong.
- Anastasia.
Skye.xo`
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